Can I just dedicate this one to the Most High? When I stop to think of how greatly I have been blessed in my life so far, I find myself in these moments of complete and utter bliss. Just knowing how much I am loved by my Creator sends chills up my spine. And in that moment, I know it could only be Spirit moving me this way. Words cannot express this feeling when I have it. So I sit and feel the essence of the moment.
Blessings upon blessings have found their way into my life, although sometimes I feel that they are disguised as curses. But then later, in meditative retrospect, I discover their true purpose. I mean, by no means is my life perfect - nor do I intend it to be. I am here to learn, to grow, to become a better me. That does not come with perfection, that comes with lessons, a few failures, and a couple of heartbreaks.
Stagnation is one thing that I cannot accept for myself. I require myself to blossom, constantly. Unfolding more of my purpose and illuminating more of my gift. No one ever heard of the writer with a perfect past. And if they did, it's not a story I'd want to read. I know that everything my Jah sends me is for a Divine Purpose and in the most Divine Timing. I would never curse his name for something he has done for me to help me fulfill my purpose here. His Will taught me so much, thus far, making life itself the teacher and me the obedient student who understands that the process of knowing is everlasting.
I know that He lives through me, and in me, and as Me. I find peace knowing that He made me just as I should me. I love hearing Him speak to me through my intuition, I never doubt that it's Him moving with intent as He always does. So passionately, I feel His presence in all things and it makes me appreciate life that much more. I dedicate my life to the purpose, He wants to shine his Light through me and I am his Lighthouse. All praise is due to the Most High, Jah.