Say It with Your Heart
I've always been the "all or nothing" type of gyal - wanting to prosper in every aspect of life. Pushing myself to limits beyond my capacity, taking risks that would make a grown man whimper. Ambition flowing through my veins like raging rivers moving upstream. "I CANNOT LOSE," I tell myself as I punch my way through anxiety, disappointment, and even at times, depression. All for the sake of satisfying some untangible need. What am I trying to prove? And to whom? Could I really be all that I see myself being? WHO do I see myself being? In the midst of all these questions, my higher-self came out and spoke to me "I AM all that I AM. And all that I AM is exactly who I should be."
And that's when it hit me, pushing myself to better my external circumstances will never satisfy my inner self. Worrying about the opinions that others would have of my life and decisions could never serve me. This path I am taking as a spiritual healer has taught me one thing: that we all suffer in one way or another but that all suffering can be obliterated by the power of Unconditional Love for God and self.
I've found that a true transformation takes place internally and shines outwardly. It will take time, the practice of self-love, and withdrawal from worldly matters to become grounded within yourself. But only once the caterpillar retreats to his cocoon and dwells in the process of metamorphism can a beautiful butterfly emerge in his place.
When I created this blog, its purpose was to encourage all beings to find their truth and to be it. I had no idea that I would be calling on my own transformation as I declare these protests of self-love. But here I am, with my heart on my sleeve, open and vulnerable. Allowing the pain I've stored within it bleed out and die off - to release all that does not serve me. In doing that I am making space for the unconditional love that belongs there. And with every moment that I am living in this truth, my heart grows larger and my soul, brighter.
I declare that I will not only live and speak my own truth, but I will allow this platform to be a space for others to do the same. With that being said, I have a few features coming that should inspire you all as much as it does me. Stay tuned. Love and Light to All